Its fun to be MOM

my motherhood experience is filled with joys and excitement
at times there could be pain and suffering
but none can outdo the happiness i get out of caring for my kids and husband

i am glad to share how i enjoy each moment with my treasures.

everyday, i need to get up at 4:00 AM after 4 hours of sleep to prepare packed lunch for my princesses and breakfast for my hachi.

this is getting me excited that i could hardly seat without thinking what to prepare for the next day for them

after 1 to 1.5 happy hours in the kitchen, dining table would be ready for breakfast
kids' study table will get hold of my precious pieces and tiredness would vanish when i see my kids all smile and excited for their packed lunch

in the next hour, i must leave home for work anticipating the off hours to get back home again :-)

Like a furious fighter,my pen starts to move in vigor,my mind wanders like that of traveller.And it becomes unstoppable as it was decade ago

Authority

I was with my friend for our real estate side line job.
We were closing the deal.

Yes, this is my first client.

I was assessing how have i done, of how the process went on. And as an excuse, i told myself "you overlooked a lot, that is okay anayway, this is your first time."

So the conversation goes, i had a lot to say but noticed to nod so many times for things i am not supposed to agree. right there and then i realize, i am giving in too soft.

On our way home, we were assessing how we were able to converse with the client. And yes, my bestfriend confirmed the observation i had for myself "i tend to be overpowered by the person i am talking with.

well i should say, this is not the first time i noticed that.

Just like how i should do in real estate, i must also learn when to be stiff and firm and when to give in.

Yes, if i intend to keep Human Resources as my primary role, i better start being one.

just wondering

Am i defiant or you just pushed me to my limits?

While writing this, I am reassesing myself and trying to see where these emotions are coming from.
I am not the type of person who would mistreat others. I would say, i hate speaking and thinking ill of others. I am not violent but i couldnt restrain from speaking whenever i see something's not right.
I couldnt stand to remain quiet especially if i see abuse and ridicule.

These might be the principle that drove me to stand resentful.
I feel indignated and mistreated.